lolx...
when to take the iq test
then score like 112 lidat onli..(T.T)
so the web place me under the category of extremely brilliant
hahxhahx
not very bad i guess?
but chiyang got like 122, 10 more than me=.=
then they place him under bright mastermind
so clever loz
so jealous...hahx
but i gonna beat him
cos the test muz do maths ma
den summor got chim eng words
so i of coz get lower den him
his eng knowlegde is so much beta den mine
and i hate maths also
hahxhahx
12/30/2006 07:00:00 AM
runnin awaee
'lailaix//xiao^mantou
runnin awaee
'lailaix//xiao^mantou
what i do best is sleep
but finally the day come tt i haf a sleepless nite
jux couldnt slp
so much things bombarding my mind
the 1st n the most brain sucking power onez:
after work went wif JM to hav supper
den we missed the last train hm
so i called D n asked if he could fetch us hm
n he said he was wif a fren
n how stupid was i to think tt his fren was a maleT.T
so the car came n when i saw it was a female i was like kinda surprised?
but i tot to myself tt probably it rali was jux a norm fren
den D is probably jux sending her hm or wateva
so i didnt rali gif much of a damn
until i saw her touching D's hand
i was like WTS
but i couldnt do anything also
in my mind i was praying:
Lord pls let this be my imagination.
and to think jm is also there to witness this thing
imagine how i would haf felt?
thank goodness JM was a close fren of mine
and she alredy knew my probs
so aft JM left
i was like WTS
all left alone wif D n a bitch
but anw, to my surprise or horror,
i actuali spoke to her
i asked where she was fr n guess what?
she is a MIC(made in china)?!!!
so i was like don wonder the slutty look of hers
n D was like kinda stunned i actuali spoke to her
anw aft JM left i answered D questions sloppily
think he noticed it?
well he beta cos i rali m kinda pissed
aft i spoke to the bitch, she didnt hold on to D's hand anymor
den finally time for me to get out of the car
i said bye sloppily n jux turn my back on them
i know i shouldnt, but i told my bros bout it anw
n NigelTan was quite pissed by it
dono bout seanie but though he didnt haf much of a n emotion shown
but think deep down he is kinda pissed oso?
dono y but i rali hope there is a logic explanation behind all this
to tell me all this is not real?
perhaps it is like for some kind or work purposes or wat
den D had to put up wif her
n it is not him who really wants all this shit?
i really hope so
Lord, i pray for your mercy on my weak heart
the 2nd most brain power draining onez:
uncle michael came to know that i was gona work part time at berries
so he said that i couldnt take both because both are at bugis
den there might be high probability conflicts in the future
i understand his actions
then he offer to let me work 6 days per wk
while berries only let me do let 4 days per wk on normal occassions
well...i really wish to continue working 4 uncle
but after heeding so many advices, everybody thinks i should go 4 berries
probably because their pay is a little higher
but mama n JM al say this world is realistic de
the one which pays more wins
den Dad also say the uncle is probably saying all the cons of working at berries to make me stay
mint also advice me work at berries
n JM alredy said the boss at berries like me alot
n she wont rali ill treat her surbodinates
so i know my last decision will be berries
but what i worry is how to tell it to uncle michael
haiz...though the pay is low but i rali enjoyed working wif uncle they all
somemore auntie wendy and linda also very good towards me
just when i'm getting warm up wif em i had to leave
i promise there will be guilt in me for leaving them
but i couldnt turn down berries also since i alredy promised em
and it is like the boss had a new born kid to take care of
haiz...
mama told me not to think to much and just thicken my skin to tell em my decision
i know tt the only way but the guilt in my heart just couldnt stop bothering me
anw mint suggest i get ready some gifts of appreciation so that i wont feel so guilty
well i guess i will take that
i really wanna thank them for this period of time
esp uncle michael and linda for all that they had taught me
(anw i told nigel one of the reasons i cant bear to leave em is cos i m like a ungrateful bastard to leave lidat after all they had taught me. but nigel say it is only right for them to teach me cause they need me to bring in $ for them. well...tt is kinda true though)
the 3rd onez:
i went to read jn blog n saw that she like my gift
n i m like happy happy=>
but then tin she feels kinda lost n having grudges against herself for all that happened?
hope she don feel that way
if jn you are reading this,
just want you to know that
I STILL LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS
AND WE ARE STILL FRIENDS IN MY HEART NO MATTER WHAT=>
promise i will talk to you nxt time we mt up kkz
so do take care=)
hahx...
feel a little better after letting things out
suddenly miss the days when me, OngJiaMin, SharonNian n IvyMonique hang out
so free and easy and Crazy
hahxhahx
miss the days when i go wham jn hse oso
hahxhahx=P
but finally the day come tt i haf a sleepless nite
jux couldnt slp
so much things bombarding my mind
the 1st n the most brain sucking power onez:
after work went wif JM to hav supper
den we missed the last train hm
so i called D n asked if he could fetch us hm
n he said he was wif a fren
n how stupid was i to think tt his fren was a maleT.T
so the car came n when i saw it was a female i was like kinda surprised?
but i tot to myself tt probably it rali was jux a norm fren
den D is probably jux sending her hm or wateva
so i didnt rali gif much of a damn
until i saw her touching D's hand
i was like WTS
but i couldnt do anything also
in my mind i was praying:
Lord pls let this be my imagination.
and to think jm is also there to witness this thing
imagine how i would haf felt?
thank goodness JM was a close fren of mine
and she alredy knew my probs
so aft JM left
i was like WTS
all left alone wif D n a bitch
but anw, to my surprise or horror,
i actuali spoke to her
i asked where she was fr n guess what?
she is a MIC(made in china)?!!!
so i was like don wonder the slutty look of hers
n D was like kinda stunned i actuali spoke to her
anw aft JM left i answered D questions sloppily
think he noticed it?
well he beta cos i rali m kinda pissed
aft i spoke to the bitch, she didnt hold on to D's hand anymor
den finally time for me to get out of the car
i said bye sloppily n jux turn my back on them
i know i shouldnt, but i told my bros bout it anw
n NigelTan was quite pissed by it
dono bout seanie but though he didnt haf much of a n emotion shown
but think deep down he is kinda pissed oso?
dono y but i rali hope there is a logic explanation behind all this
to tell me all this is not real?
perhaps it is like for some kind or work purposes or wat
den D had to put up wif her
n it is not him who really wants all this shit?
i really hope so
Lord, i pray for your mercy on my weak heart
the 2nd most brain power draining onez:
uncle michael came to know that i was gona work part time at berries
so he said that i couldnt take both because both are at bugis
den there might be high probability conflicts in the future
i understand his actions
then he offer to let me work 6 days per wk
while berries only let me do let 4 days per wk on normal occassions
well...i really wish to continue working 4 uncle
but after heeding so many advices, everybody thinks i should go 4 berries
probably because their pay is a little higher
but mama n JM al say this world is realistic de
the one which pays more wins
den Dad also say the uncle is probably saying all the cons of working at berries to make me stay
mint also advice me work at berries
n JM alredy said the boss at berries like me alot
n she wont rali ill treat her surbodinates
so i know my last decision will be berries
but what i worry is how to tell it to uncle michael
haiz...though the pay is low but i rali enjoyed working wif uncle they all
somemore auntie wendy and linda also very good towards me
just when i'm getting warm up wif em i had to leave
i promise there will be guilt in me for leaving them
but i couldnt turn down berries also since i alredy promised em
and it is like the boss had a new born kid to take care of
haiz...
mama told me not to think to much and just thicken my skin to tell em my decision
i know tt the only way but the guilt in my heart just couldnt stop bothering me
anw mint suggest i get ready some gifts of appreciation so that i wont feel so guilty
well i guess i will take that
i really wanna thank them for this period of time
esp uncle michael and linda for all that they had taught me
(anw i told nigel one of the reasons i cant bear to leave em is cos i m like a ungrateful bastard to leave lidat after all they had taught me. but nigel say it is only right for them to teach me cause they need me to bring in $ for them. well...tt is kinda true though)
the 3rd onez:
i went to read jn blog n saw that she like my gift
n i m like happy happy=>
but then tin she feels kinda lost n having grudges against herself for all that happened?
hope she don feel that way
if jn you are reading this,
just want you to know that
I STILL LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS
AND WE ARE STILL FRIENDS IN MY HEART NO MATTER WHAT=>
promise i will talk to you nxt time we mt up kkz
so do take care=)
hahx...
feel a little better after letting things out
suddenly miss the days when me, OngJiaMin, SharonNian n IvyMonique hang out
so free and easy and Crazy
hahxhahx
miss the days when i go wham jn hse oso
hahxhahx=P
12/30/2006 05:46:00 AM
runnin awaee
'lailaix//xiao^mantou
runnin awaee
'lailaix//xiao^mantou
if only humans don haf to sleep, eat, bath, clean their bowels
and still be alright
wont we haf even much more free time?
then i can go work in the morn
and go out to play in the night
so cool rite?
if only humans won haf acne problems too
then i can heck care bout my face
and i don need to spent time to look after my pimps
lolx...
i guess i'm dreaming too much
28th dec 2006:
started my kiddy rides work ytd
was pretty fun though
not as bad as i tot
all i had to do is to wait for ppl to ride the thingy
and the thingy was so different from what i expected
b4 i went there i thought it was like motor cars for the kids to ride
but it turn out to be some giantic stuff toys which you can ride on
it so damn cute loz
heard that this type of kiddy ride thingy is still new in s'pore
was pretty fun though
not as bad as i tot
all i had to do is to wait for ppl to ride the thingy
and the thingy was so different from what i expected
b4 i went there i thought it was like motor cars for the kids to ride
but it turn out to be some giantic stuff toys which you can ride on
it so damn cute loz
heard that this type of kiddy ride thingy is still new in s'pore
anw i went to united square to workand tt shopping centre had so much of kido stuff
lolx...
and the floor i was working on has all
these display which you can playthey haf these thingy wher you hit em and the animals sound will come out
so cool rite
i even saw some kids playing wrestling wif the display
hahxhahx
and the person in charge of me was rina
she turn out differently as i tot oso
i tot she would have those serious english person look
because her eng was not bad
but instead she was very friendly
and look more like those chinese person look
part of my job is to push the 'car' back to the starting point if it stops somewhere else
because it is a shopping centre
so peeps will look at me when i was pushing it
and it is like kinda malu
but still haf to do my job though
at least i m having more biz den the other shop
i even saw some kids playing wrestling wif the display
hahxhahx
and the person in charge of me was rina
she turn out differently as i tot oso
i tot she would have those serious english person look
because her eng was not bad
but instead she was very friendly
and look more like those chinese person look
part of my job is to push the 'car' back to the starting point if it stops somewhere else
because it is a shopping centre
so peeps will look at me when i was pushing it
and it is like kinda malu
but still haf to do my job though
at least i m having more biz den the other shop
den there was this muslim lady in one of the shops
she is so freaking nice
b4 she went home
she said to me that if nxt time we want, we can safe put our valuables in her shop
i told rina and she said:'wah..so nice ar she?!'
hahxhahx
nice day for my 1st day at work
12/29/2006 11:27:00 AM
runnin awaee
'lailaix//xiao^mantou
runnin awaee
'lailaix//xiao^mantou
its raining outside now
and it is so dampening my mood
haiz...
how i wish i dont have to work later=(
anw...2 believe or not to believe
seanie gave me christmas present=>
and it was something i wanted to buy de
though not exactly the same
but at least kinda looks like it
hahxhahx
happy happy=P
though not exactly the same
but at least kinda looks like it
hahxhahx
happy happy=P
24th dec 2006:
muz 1st sing b.dae song to NigelTan
happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to NIGEL
happy birthday to you~!!
lolx...
quite a handful of dec babies to wish this year
had shark's fin today=P
happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to NIGEL
happy birthday to you~!!
lolx...
quite a handful of dec babies to wish this year
had shark's fin today=P
boss william treat de
so good rite?
hahxhahx
i tin i will miz this place so much once i leave
all the aunties
and esp wat me n mindy usu eat
MIXED VEGETABLES RICE
hahxhahx
so good rite?
hahxhahx
i tin i will miz this place so much once i leave
all the aunties
and esp wat me n mindy usu eat
MIXED VEGETABLES RICE
hahxhahx
after work dad drove me and nigel to chong pang for dinner
while eating, my mum called
i almost had indigestion talking to her
she actually forgot to bring her keys!!!
and its like not her 1st time
so she expect me to go home and open the gates for her
and i still have to go orchard to meet OngJiaMin later lozT.T
so super troublesome
but thank God my dad can drive me
while eating, my mum called
i almost had indigestion talking to her
she actually forgot to bring her keys!!!
and its like not her 1st time
so she expect me to go home and open the gates for her
and i still have to go orchard to meet OngJiaMin later lozT.T
so super troublesome
but thank God my dad can drive me
went home open the gates and change my clothes oso
so sad to leave my mama at home alone though
went somerset meet OngJiaMin and ElsonChu
den walk to cineleisure to meet JM fren, anson n his cousin
anw bought this cute hairband
too bad they don have it in orange color
so sad to leave my mama at home alone though
went somerset meet OngJiaMin and ElsonChu
den walk to cineleisure to meet JM fren, anson n his cousin
anw bought this cute hairband
too bad they don have it in orange color
anw some stranger in the crowd saw me wearing it and say act cuteT.T
and i was like three strokes down my face
so does it mean all those ppl wearing all the christmas thingy on their head are trying to act cute??
stupid comment by stupid peeps
and i m so dumb to care bout these kind of dumb comments
and i was like three strokes down my face
so does it mean all those ppl wearing all the christmas thingy on their head are trying to act cute??
stupid comment by stupid peeps
and i m so dumb to care bout these kind of dumb comments
banglas hu went orchard 2day are so in for it
not 1 single of em was spared from the spray can
they were all sprayed
whether they are innocent or not
probably because of the incident last year where a girl was molest by a few banglas
hahxhahx...poor souls...God bless em
anw i couldnt ton as i had to work the nxt day
so had to catch the train hm
then we played poker on the train
den in the train saw tis tico pek
he kept trying wana touch his galfren(i tin is a philipino)
and the gal kept pushing him away
hahxhahx
so damn comical loz
and the tico pek still so thicked skinned loz
we all watching him n he still won paisenT.T
JM didnt want to go hm early so we went sumwher near marsiling mrt to sit and play poker
den saw 1 taxi driver chasing aft a indian guy for nt payin the taxi fare
lolx...
den 1 resident uncle who is keeping a lookout for drugs peeps approached us
told us not to stay there 2 long cos got alot of dangerous peeps around
so JM, Elson n me went 2 the coffee shop downstairs my hse to hav their supper
i had to treat emT.T
dey actually wanted to take cab hm
but ened up in my hse to wait 4 e 1st bus(cant bare to waste $)
and i had to clean up my hoouse to giv em a place to rest=.=
i actually wanted to slp but they kept talkin to me
make me canot slp until finally elson left 1st
SO SORRY ELSON FOR NOT OPENING THE DOOR FOR YOU
hahxhahx
not 1 single of em was spared from the spray can
they were all sprayed
whether they are innocent or not
probably because of the incident last year where a girl was molest by a few banglas
hahxhahx...poor souls...God bless em
anw i couldnt ton as i had to work the nxt day
so had to catch the train hm
then we played poker on the train
den in the train saw tis tico pek
he kept trying wana touch his galfren(i tin is a philipino)
and the gal kept pushing him away
hahxhahx
so damn comical loz
and the tico pek still so thicked skinned loz
we all watching him n he still won paisenT.T
JM didnt want to go hm early so we went sumwher near marsiling mrt to sit and play poker
den saw 1 taxi driver chasing aft a indian guy for nt payin the taxi fare
lolx...
den 1 resident uncle who is keeping a lookout for drugs peeps approached us
told us not to stay there 2 long cos got alot of dangerous peeps around
so JM, Elson n me went 2 the coffee shop downstairs my hse to hav their supper
i had to treat emT.T
dey actually wanted to take cab hm
but ened up in my hse to wait 4 e 1st bus(cant bare to waste $)
and i had to clean up my hoouse to giv em a place to rest=.=
i actually wanted to slp but they kept talkin to me
make me canot slp until finally elson left 1st
SO SORRY ELSON FOR NOT OPENING THE DOOR FOR YOU
hahxhahx
25th dec 2006:
MERRY CHRISTMAS PEEPS!!!
though its christmas i still had to work
but anw business at chinatown was quite good though
i promise i could had faint during work
i was so damn tired
i only had like 4hrs of slp?
thank goodness when it was finally all over
aft work when hm to have dinner wif NigelTan n mama
also bought coloured contact lens
actuali mama wanted me to buy 1 whole yr of supply de(12 pairs)
but i was like so many..?!
better not loz
so in the end bought 3 pairs only
anw JN msg me merry christmas
hahxhahx
happy happy=P
though its christmas i still had to work
but anw business at chinatown was quite good though
i promise i could had faint during work
i was so damn tired
i only had like 4hrs of slp?
thank goodness when it was finally all over
aft work when hm to have dinner wif NigelTan n mama
also bought coloured contact lens
actuali mama wanted me to buy 1 whole yr of supply de(12 pairs)
but i was like so many..?!
better not loz
so in the end bought 3 pairs only
anw JN msg me merry christmas
hahxhahx
happy happy=P
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to M:
WTS...
i nv tot u did it
how could you?
why are you so toot?
in the past u used to say her toot
now look who is the real toot?
i still cant believe my ears
u cause the great sense of disappointment in me
how could you be so implusive?
but no matter what...
jux know i am still here for you
12/26/2006 12:17:00 PM
runnin awaee
'lailaix//xiao^mantou
runnin awaee
'lailaix//xiao^mantou
today post would be long
cos haven been blogging last few days
couldnt blog cos my bro was hogging the comp
he said i was wasting time doing this kind of blogging stuffs
(but if he feels so why does he still come read my blog...dumb rite?)
so does it mean all bloggers are time wasters?
kkz...whatever
19th dec 2006:
MindyChang and TriciaChong bought me shoes as my b.dae present
yipees=>
they are such nice souls
yipees=>
they are such nice souls
den after work my Dad brought me, SeanTan n his gf to watch 'eragon'
so spoiler
oh ya...my Dad brought me to eat jap food b4 the show started
the octopus sashimi was so nice^.^
i felt that the show was quite cool
but my Dad n seanie said it was a lame show(T.T)so spoiler
oh ya...my Dad brought me to eat jap food b4 the show started
the octopus sashimi was so nice^.^
20th dec 2006:
my Dad surprised me by suddenly popin out at my queenstown workplace
then he took me and SeanTan to dinner wif uncle's peter car
it had been like super long since i sat at the front seat=P
then he took me and SeanTan to dinner wif uncle's peter car
it had been like super long since i sat at the front seat=P
den went to fetch uncle peter and his friends
uncle peter was kinda drunk and the way he talk to my dad was so cute and funny=P
Dad was suppose to drop us at marina mrt station but he took us to the wrong place
hahxhahx
thank goodness it turn out right in the end
uncle peter was kinda drunk and the way he talk to my dad was so cute and funny=P
Dad was suppose to drop us at marina mrt station but he took us to the wrong place
hahxhahx
thank goodness it turn out right in the end
anw
i know i haf short legsT.T
but my Dad and seanie were like walking as if rushing to recairnate?
so i was like so far behind them
i mean why walk so fast after dinner
i will get gastric pain de kkz
i know i haf short legsT.T
but my Dad and seanie were like walking as if rushing to recairnate?
so i was like so far behind them
i mean why walk so fast after dinner
i will get gastric pain de kkz
21th dec 2006:
went to chinatown to work today
after work i took the mrt home
when i was at dohty ghuat(dono how to spell la) changing to the north-south line
everybody was like rushing up the escalator
then there was this lady
she used her boobs and pushed me aside to squeeze pass me
and i was like WTS??
i didnt noe big boobies can used their established natural assets as weaponsT.T
after work i took the mrt home
when i was at dohty ghuat(dono how to spell la) changing to the north-south line
everybody was like rushing up the escalator
then there was this lady
she used her boobs and pushed me aside to squeeze pass me
and i was like WTS??
i didnt noe big boobies can used their established natural assets as weaponsT.T
22th dec 2006:
went to watch death note 2 wif NigelTan, SeanTan n Dad 2day
b4 tt i send MindyChang to admiralty mrt station
in the train there was this indian guy sitting nxt to me
i dono if he was fat or big size
but he kept like leaning to me
and i was like super uncomfortable
so i ask mindy to move to the seat nxt 2 her so i can move 1seat away fr the guy
when i move away, the guy was open his eyes big big as if he was too shock to say anything
what a big weirdo
anyway the death note show was nice
but the main character die in the end
so sad....=(
but anyway the female character was very cute
and oh ya
have to sing two b.dae songs to EdmundHow and TriciaChong
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to EDMUND
happy birthday to you~!!!
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to TRICIA
happy birthday to you~!!!
b4 tt i send MindyChang to admiralty mrt station
in the train there was this indian guy sitting nxt to me
i dono if he was fat or big size
but he kept like leaning to me
and i was like super uncomfortable
so i ask mindy to move to the seat nxt 2 her so i can move 1seat away fr the guy
when i move away, the guy was open his eyes big big as if he was too shock to say anything
what a big weirdo
anyway the death note show was nice
but the main character die in the end
so sad....=(
but anyway the female character was very cute
and oh ya
have to sing two b.dae songs to EdmundHow and TriciaChong
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to EDMUND
happy birthday to you~!!!
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to TRICIA
happy birthday to you~!!!
23th dec 2006:
LimJieNing party is today but too bad i couldnt attend
had to work=(
actualli the boss ask me go to the marina sq outlet today
n i was likt wts
no way man
but i couldnt turn down the offer osoT.T
but thank goodness
in the end don need go le
so lucky man=P
anw boss william treat us japanese pizza today
yum yum=)
had to work=(
actualli the boss ask me go to the marina sq outlet today
n i was likt wts
no way man
but i couldnt turn down the offer osoT.T
but thank goodness
in the end don need go le
so lucky man=P
anw boss william treat us japanese pizza today
yum yum=)
12/24/2006 07:56:00 AM
runnin awaee
'lailaix//xiao^mantou
runnin awaee
'lailaix//xiao^mantou
my b.dae is finally over
and i really had alot of fun
thank you guys, all hu had made it enjoyable for me
17th dec 2006:
Dad meet me after my work
i told him i wanted to buy a cheap pair of shoe as my golden bling bling shoe were spoil
rainwater was slippin thru the hole in my shoe
and my feet were like so freaking stinko cos of the rainwater
so he took me to OG and bought me tis pair of comfy slippers
which is like so over my budget
i told him i wanted to buy a cheap pair of shoe as my golden bling bling shoe were spoil
rainwater was slippin thru the hole in my shoe
and my feet were like so freaking stinko cos of the rainwater
so he took me to OG and bought me tis pair of comfy slippers
which is like so over my budget
erm i nt sure if its call slippers anw
hahxhahx
though it look kinda orh biang(old fashion)
but it really very very comfy
probable gonna share it wif my mama
c her like very poor tin everytime wear those lousy n cheapo shoes
which like get wore out in no time
and so uncomfortable
when trying it on,
the salesgirl actually wanted to bend down and help me wear
and i was: no no no. don do it
i quickly took the shoe of her hands and try it myself
she muz be thinking my actions are like so weird
well she shud thank me man
imagine she bend down and smell my 'hong kong' feet
she will just faint on the spot
hahxhahx
kkz...i am being too exaggerating
aft dinner, me n my Dad walked past BATA n my dad made a lame joke
i told him we shud hav went bata to buy instead
they have cheaper shoes
guess what my Dad said
'why u wana buy Buy And Throw Away shoes?'
my Dad is so humorous rite?
hahxhahx
i told CandiceChew the joke
and it took a few minutes for her to understand it
she is so S-L-O-W
hahxhahx
the salesgirl actually wanted to bend down and help me wear
and i was: no no no. don do it
i quickly took the shoe of her hands and try it myself
she muz be thinking my actions are like so weird
well she shud thank me man
imagine she bend down and smell my 'hong kong' feet
she will just faint on the spot
hahxhahx
kkz...i am being too exaggerating
aft dinner, me n my Dad walked past BATA n my dad made a lame joke
i told him we shud hav went bata to buy instead
they have cheaper shoes
guess what my Dad said
'why u wana buy Buy And Throw Away shoes?'
my Dad is so humorous rite?
hahxhahx
i told CandiceChew the joke
and it took a few minutes for her to understand it
she is so S-L-O-W
hahxhahx
aft tt went to my ah ma hse to take my the b.dae present my Dad bought for me
den part wif my Dad n went cwp
initially wanted to catch the last show
but dono what's wrong
when i reach there the whole cinema was like close alredy
so me n chest was like: gaga. what the hell...?!
and i was like so agitated
make me rush down for nth(T.T)
so we walk around and den reach chest hm den i took the bus hm
anw chest sang hapi b.dae song to me(yeeps=P)
den part wif my Dad n went cwp
initially wanted to catch the last show
but dono what's wrong
when i reach there the whole cinema was like close alredy
so me n chest was like: gaga. what the hell...?!
and i was like so agitated
make me rush down for nth(T.T)
so we walk around and den reach chest hm den i took the bus hm
anw chest sang hapi b.dae song to me(yeeps=P)
18th dec 2006:
met up wif CandiceChew, ElsonChu n LaiKeXin
wanted to go eat sakae de but the cwp branch don have lunch buffet
so in the end ended up in pastamania
i treat can n elson and my pocket was like burning a hole(T.T)
but it was worth it
by the end of the meal my stomach was like gonna burst lidat
wanted to go eat sakae de but the cwp branch don have lunch buffet
so in the end ended up in pastamania
i treat can n elson and my pocket was like burning a hole(T.T)
but it was worth it
by the end of the meal my stomach was like gonna burst lidat
tt black looking hand is elson's
he can go n live in africa
lolx...
den we walk around n i bought tis winnie the pooh's bottle
which is like so cute loz
actualli i bought it is because there is eeyore in it
hahxhahx
which is like so cute loz
actualli i bought it is because there is eeyore in it
hahxhahx
den also saw jon's sis
think she cant recongnise me?
but anw i pretend i didnt c her oso
hahxhahx
was too malu(embarassed)
lolx...i'm so bad
den can left and me kx n elson went to ang mo kio to buy kx's shoes and drop by to say hi to LaiZhaoXiu
(xiu is working at the sportslink outlet in amk)
when we were bout to take the mrt
there was this guy who asked us to donate $
n i told him i alredy donated $5 to his other friend(which is true)
but he still can say 'nvm la. donate again la.'
he even asked which of his friend i donated to
then shout to his friend to ask and confirm
i promise i could just knock his tooth out
so greedy face loz
i know he is trying to make a living
but it is like don have to lidat also rite(T.T)
at sportslink
kx just couldnt made up her mind what shoes to buy
n elson n i were alredy going into dazed mode and she still wasnt finish
anw in the end she also nv buy lah
so lame rite...hahx
anw i gt attracted to this adidas bag which i promise i'm gonna come back for it
actuali xiu wana buy for me de
but i told her nt to
its like quite ex so if she but i will also feel bad to accept it
while watching kx eating,
faezah called me
quite shock though
she told me bout her n'level results and i'm so glad she was able to take o's nxt year
but i felt quite bad too for not smsing her to wish her luck b4 she took her results
anw elson bought eeyore keychains for me=>
think she cant recongnise me?
but anw i pretend i didnt c her oso
hahxhahx
was too malu(embarassed)
lolx...i'm so bad
den can left and me kx n elson went to ang mo kio to buy kx's shoes and drop by to say hi to LaiZhaoXiu
(xiu is working at the sportslink outlet in amk)
when we were bout to take the mrt
there was this guy who asked us to donate $
n i told him i alredy donated $5 to his other friend(which is true)
but he still can say 'nvm la. donate again la.'
he even asked which of his friend i donated to
then shout to his friend to ask and confirm
i promise i could just knock his tooth out
so greedy face loz
i know he is trying to make a living
but it is like don have to lidat also rite(T.T)
at sportslink
kx just couldnt made up her mind what shoes to buy
n elson n i were alredy going into dazed mode and she still wasnt finish
anw in the end she also nv buy lah
so lame rite...hahx
anw i gt attracted to this adidas bag which i promise i'm gonna come back for it
actuali xiu wana buy for me de
but i told her nt to
its like quite ex so if she but i will also feel bad to accept it
while watching kx eating,
faezah called me
quite shock though
she told me bout her n'level results and i'm so glad she was able to take o's nxt year
but i felt quite bad too for not smsing her to wish her luck b4 she took her results
anw elson bought eeyore keychains for me=>
den aft tt went novena to eat dinner(or was it supper) wif my Dad
we had japanese steak
the meat came raw n we were suppose to flip and cook it ourselves on the hot plate
so fun sia=P
we had japanese steak
the meat came raw n we were suppose to flip and cook it ourselves on the hot plate
so fun sia=P
den went bukit batok to meet jon
gave him his christmas present also
den on the way home it was raining so the floor was slippery
jon almost peng(slip and fall) cos his slippers no more friction
i promise if he rali did i would laugh till my tears burst out
anw elson told me jn asked me if i wana go her church on 23rd
but so sad i had to work tt day
jn also got wish me happy b.dae wor(yeeps=>)
lolx...
still haven pass her her b.dae present till now also
hahxhahx...
tin pass her both her xmas n b.dae present 2gether
well...my b.dae did end well rite?=>
twisters(^.^)V
gave him his christmas present also
den on the way home it was raining so the floor was slippery
jon almost peng(slip and fall) cos his slippers no more friction
i promise if he rali did i would laugh till my tears burst out
anw elson told me jn asked me if i wana go her church on 23rd
but so sad i had to work tt day
jn also got wish me happy b.dae wor(yeeps=>)
lolx...
still haven pass her her b.dae present till now also
hahxhahx...
tin pass her both her xmas n b.dae present 2gether
well...my b.dae did end well rite?=>
twisters(^.^)V
12/19/2006 09:47:00 AM
runnin awaee
'lailaix//xiao^mantou
runnin awaee
'lailaix//xiao^mantou
i ask chest what if he got a blog and his family members happen to chance upon it
guess what was his reply?
he said he will write more bout depression and make em worry(T.T)
he is so damn cartoon
hahxhahx
anw...
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to Gabrielle
Happy birthday to me ~
hahxhahx
Happy 16th birthday to myself=P
maybe going out later to eat sakae sushi
though i had so wanted to go ther for ages but kinda scare will gain weight again=(
but who cares
got lots of hapi b.dae msg at midnite ytd
so touched(T.T)
let me c...
i think TriciaChong was the 1st to wish me but tt was b4 midnite
so to be exact shud be MindyChang the 1st
hahx=P
kkz...off to check out sakae sushi
though i had so wanted to go ther for ages but kinda scare will gain weight again=(
but who cares
got lots of hapi b.dae msg at midnite ytd
so touched(T.T)
let me c...
i think TriciaChong was the 1st to wish me but tt was b4 midnite
so to be exact shud be MindyChang the 1st
hahx=P
kkz...off to check out sakae sushi
12/18/2006 09:16:00 AM
runnin awaee
'lailaix//xiao^mantou
runnin awaee
'lailaix//xiao^mantou
16th dec 2006
kekex...
fun fun 2day
went to work and today's business was nt bad
working wif auntie linda was nt as bad as i tot
she taught me lots of stuffs she learnt thru her life experiences
and it really was a great help to me
she could just be my role model
1 thing i really agree wif her is tt we have to learn to take sufferings
hahxhahx=P
aft work went to wlds evangelical free church day and watch the christmas performance
den me, ms chee and GohPanYing was like so crazy
went around and took photos
hahxhahx
we were so damn comical
esp. chee and py
actuali wan to go watch midnite movie wif ElsonChu, OngJiaMin n chester de
den me n Elson don feel lyk goin suddenly n JM oso cant confirm if she can go
so the whole thing was cancelled
but i promise when i asked chest out i could just hit him rite in the face
he was like so guai lan(trying to make tins difficult)
he wanted me to buy the tickets
saying since i m the one hu asked him out so obviously i am the one hu shud buy
but i don hav enuff cash wif me den loz
and his freaking tone was so freaking shit pissing me off
in my mind i was like thinking wts(what the shit)
nw hav gf den wan to like act dao(big) lidat
i know its my fault anw but could at least give me some face rite=.=
anw i had to say sori in the end for canceling the whole damn thing
i promise i will nv ask him out agn(if possible)
tin he is still angry wif me now??
hu cares anw
he is nt my bf or what anw(though i do still feel kinda bad towards him)
n when i was on the phone wif him
i was like i don mind quarreling wif u and break up our stupid so called friendship
(i noe i am very bad)
but thank God i did not do anything foolish like shouting at him or wat
guess i'm so going nuts over boys
(hello, i can survive without guys so i shud stop thinking bout em)
anw GohPanYing and LaiKeXin gave me my b.dae present 2day
kx even gave my christmas present in advance
actualli tot of unwrapping the present on my actual b.dae
but the present was not wrap so i jux couldnt resist the temptation
cute rite?
hahxhahx
kkz...i'm gona get em christmas present 2...
erm...shud i get for jon 2??
mmm...nt sure sia...
actuali tot of going to bugis st buy the spongebob t-shirt or boxer
but afraid to let auntie wendy and uncle michael c me
mmm...mayb i go peninsular buy instead
anw berries called me and wan me start workin for em on 1st jan
the oni tin i like bout the shop is the pay is 50cent higher
(kkz...i'm pathetic)
but actually i'm quite afraid to work ther
heard JM say the boss kinda use words hurt her indirectly
(but JM say is because the boss initially alredy like me le tt y)
dono la...just have a bad feeling i'm not gonna enjoy the work ther
hope things wont be as bad as i tot
nw tokin wif chest on msn
don feel so agitated le
all doubts clear
he is nt angry wif me n i oso nt angry wif him le
but i still haf 2 treat him(T.T)
kkz...just gotta noe tt my bro read my blog
feels so weird
back off fr my blog kkz big bro(T.T)
anw tml is my b.dae
so big bro if u are readin my blog
get me my present!!!
hahxhahx
hahxhahx
kkz...i'm gona get em christmas present 2...
erm...shud i get for jon 2??
mmm...nt sure sia...
actuali tot of going to bugis st buy the spongebob t-shirt or boxer
but afraid to let auntie wendy and uncle michael c me
mmm...mayb i go peninsular buy instead
anw berries called me and wan me start workin for em on 1st jan
the oni tin i like bout the shop is the pay is 50cent higher
(kkz...i'm pathetic)
but actually i'm quite afraid to work ther
heard JM say the boss kinda use words hurt her indirectly
(but JM say is because the boss initially alredy like me le tt y)
dono la...just have a bad feeling i'm not gonna enjoy the work ther
hope things wont be as bad as i tot
nw tokin wif chest on msn
don feel so agitated le
all doubts clear
he is nt angry wif me n i oso nt angry wif him le
but i still haf 2 treat him(T.T)
kkz...just gotta noe tt my bro read my blog
feels so weird
back off fr my blog kkz big bro(T.T)
anw tml is my b.dae
so big bro if u are readin my blog
get me my present!!!
hahxhahx
12/17/2006 12:10:00 AM
runnin awaee
'lailaix//xiao^mantou
runnin awaee
'lailaix//xiao^mantou
lalala...
so freaking bored now
gonna have to work later
today is auntie linda instead of auntie cindy
should be quite stressful cause auntie linda is super good in sales
so i don think i can slack much
finally the 3rd day i'm gona work at chinatown
i wore skirt to work ytd
though i don have much of a figure but those tico(pervert) indian uncles opposite my shop still cant take their eyes off me
luckily ther is auntie cindy ther so they dare not say anything dirty to me
still cant forget their tico faces
i'm never gonna wear skirt and go ther work
never ever i promise>.< miss MindyChang and all the queentown aunties so much
seems like so long since i have seen em
geez...so sucky...
now my leg is so freaking itchy
cause of all the stupid mosquito bites
argh...
how i wish i can don work and still have more than enough money to spend=.=
12/15/2006 10:39:00 AM
runnin awaee
'lailaix//xiao^mantou
runnin awaee
'lailaix//xiao^mantou
okies...today's post will be super wordy
haven been blogging since last week
been lazy n busy
went to sentosa ytd
couldnt rali say i enjoyed myself alot
but i was really happy being able to c my pals
esp. CandiceChew and EdmundHow
the 3 of us plus andrea went cycling which was super fun as i haven cycle for like what seems like a million years already
anw the 3 of us didn really mix around wif the others
we were in a world of our own...heh=P
aft cycling we went back to the grp and i got water bombed by ZoeNg and xiu
nt sure if i was angry or irritated then
but i sure was agitated by the thought of having to bath myself ther
so freaking troublesome
what was so funny was the 3 of us left 1st but in the end we met into the group agn
probably cos of my fault
we alighted at the wrong stop and got lost in sentosa
it would had been fun though if not for can's mum
the later we reach can's hse the more agitated can's mum will be
the bus ride to can's hse was very enjoyable i promise
(cant swear.heard tt christian arent suppose to swear)
we were chatting bout so freakin lots of stuffs
though we haven seen each other for like less den a mth
but there was already a hill of stuffs to talk bout
when we reached can's hse the atmosphere was so weird
probably becoz of the suppressed anger of can's mum
it was so scary=.=
but i promise her maid food was delicious
how i wish i can go her hse everyday to eat her maid's cooking
aft tt the 3 of us veiwed celeste blog n had a great luff among ourselves
esp at the video she n pearlyn made
but i really feel that celeste is so cool
1st she is rich
2nd her has a great sense of style
3rd she has the attitude
and its like her life seems so awesome
nobody would have believe that she is still just a sec sch student
i am not jealous of her but just kinda admire the lifestyle
but i am really curious at how her parents feels bout her partying life
seems as if her parents dosent mind a teeny bit at all
if it was my mum
she would had chase me wif the chopper
Dad called me just now and told me he bought this super exp stuff
it is a gold necklace wif a pendant made of sapphire
he says he wants me to be able to keep the gift foreva
i am really glad to receive such a gift
but on the other hand i felt quite erm...guilty?
its like: hello dad. u r now jobless agn so why are you spending big bucks on such uneccessary stuffs?! i noe u love me lots even if u didnt buy me that exp stone. i feel so bad to make you spent so much=.=
haiz...
if only my family was like was it used to be
well God if things happen for a reason, i pray all this happen for a good cause
went to work at chinatown today
its so seng lang(very free) ther loz
not like bugis
keep having need to serve customer
at chinatown, mostly is all foreigners
and u don have to perform sales talk on em
if they wanna but dey will just buy if dey don they will just c c and walk off
and its like i can sit down if i wan oso
there is not much fear of theft anyway
at 1st i thought it would be much tougher to work in chinatown
didnt expect it to be so much easier
guess i could look forward to my next 4 days working ther
lolx...
freaking shit
JM jux msg me say actuali berries wan hire me de
but the boss misunderstand that i cant work on sunday tt why
what i meant was i have church service on sun but i can still work aft tt
the most i b late for a hr but my church is only 1 mrt stop fr bugis loz
guess she didnt get what i meant
haiz...
nvm la
if i had work at berries, i wouldnt have the chance to work at queentown(which is so fun) le
what done is done
no use crying over spilled milk
lolz...
when did i become so profound
kkz la
quite tired le
blog another day den
tata^.^
12/13/2006 09:50:00 PM
runnin awaee
'lailaix//xiao^mantou
runnin awaee
'lailaix//xiao^mantou
right now i am so filled with mixed emotions
feel so lost yet so touched
yesterday i send testi to all my secondary school friends saying i miss them so much
then CandiceChew and GohPanYing return me back one
Can testi almost made me cry
maybe because it is a video of a song by vitamin c, graduation(friends forever)
i was so touched esp by the lyrics(T.T)
had supper with my Dad jux now before reaching home
he told me some of the lessons he had learn thru his life experiences
all this set me into deep thoughts
it made me feel that though money is not everything but it still plays a very important part in our lives
now i'm so confused as to what to do in the future
planning ahead is a very impt procedure to survive
but i just don know how to do that
i want to be sucessful
however the cold blooded society got me all messed up
it redefines the meaning of money and increase its importance in greedy human's brain
haiz...
my mind is so bloated with all these L-I-F-E thoughts
i just don get the meaning of life
anyway jon msg me out of the sudden
it happened just the past 2 days
i guess my hidden grudges for him had been erased
mayb i finally see the light that grudges are not any teeny bit beneficial to me
anyway after messaging him for awhile we were just like old pals
no hatred or any bad feeling for each other
yup...somehow i got some doubts that had been torturing my brain killed
now, i just want to earn money and do stuffs that i like
MEMORIES
thats my brother
me and sis..OMG..i look so fat inside
i've got no idea what we were up to
me and mother=>
i miss the both of them so so much
we used to look retarded like this
ABOUT YOURSELF
Name: GabrielleChen
D.O.Y: 18/09/1990
likes:~
-SUSHI
-EEYORE
-MONEY(who doesn't?)
hates:~
-to be accused wrongly
-to be controlled
i love my pals:~
(family tree)
<3 candice(one who claims to be my child=P)
<3 edmund(another one who claims to be my child)
<3 zhao xiu(my lame-mo sister)
<3 su zhuang(my beloved mother who always say she is cute)
<3 ke xin(my crazy ah ma)
<3 pan ying(my comical aunt)
<3 elson(my flirty uncle)
<3 jie ning(my cousin whom i missed dearly)
(memories that will never fade)
<3 jia min
<3 sharon
<3 ivy
<3 mindy
<3 tricia
<3 faezah
to my pals:~
no matter what may comes...
no matter if you become my past or future...
u guys will forever take a place in my heart...
memorable ppl:~
+ Co....
+ S..n G...
+ Ni.....s
+ li...l
+ T... Y.
+ L...y
And of course whole of 2/2(2004) and 4/4(2006)
(ps-just want you guys to know that you play a part in my memories which i never hope to forget)
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All That I've Got (by The Used)
So deep, that it didn't even bleed
and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
I sleep, I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...
I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me and knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can't laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
Eyes closed so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me, I..
And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
and it's all that I've got
And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
